On The verge

Welcome to my next big thing. I have been working too hard for too long at trying to be the kind of person that I am just not. I am a slob,I love my job, I love my kids. I just want to be able to be happy with people knowing these things. I dont keep house well I dont play with others well either. I do cook I can play guitar and I want to spend less time trying to keep house and more time doing what I like and I think in the new year that will be my resolution. to be more ME. I will be 46 on Christmas and I think that at that age one is not going to do much more changing. I hope that anyone reading this will find it interesting that even after 46 years on this planet you can feel this way. My heart is feeling lighter as I write this because I know that Ill be doing the right thing.

jeremy