lost

Ok a friend just told me that " you cant end a friendship if you can it never was". I see that to be true but if you were friends then even if you have changed direction in life it should be possible to see the other for what once was right? I am not good at goodbyes and I have never given up on anyone. At almost 50 I cant see the point in starting over so here is my thought, I'll just say I am here if you need me, if not I will go on as I always have, I must do that. I hope that by saying this you will know I still am here.