Getting ready

Well my youngest daughter will start public school in a week and I just am having a hard time with the idea that she is 5 already. My life seems to be running in a high gear and I cant find the brakes. It has been a short summer and not much time off at that. I plan to take the motorcycle to NJ this weekend and maybe Ill even get a chance to replace some of the parts I have been wanting to get to. I wish that I could find a way to be happier in the life I have I am still struggling to make sense of the losses in the past years and I am looking for help in dealing with these feelings. I know that my friends out there have been with me and I want to thank you all for your support. I know that with the cooler weather I will find more time to walk and ride and that always lifts my view of the world and how I fit in. Good Night and sleep well!