end of the tunnel

well I have a lot on my mind these days and work has not been helping to let me forget the other stuff that is going on. Still I feel like I can see the light at the end of the tunnel even thought the past few times I had this feeling it was just a train getting ready to flatten me. I just finished one big job and now hope that the next job is not quite so unwilling to get done. Spring has sprung here and i really want to spend more time outside and not in the dungeon I call a shop. I'm going for a walk you all have a good day

long day

well I went to a viewing for a friends daughter yesterday then worked till after midnight and here I sit again working at 9:45pm and don't see getting out of here till after midnight again. I cant say I would rather be my friend right now. I don't know how I would go on if I lost one of my kids. My little ones are the most wonderful things in my life. I could feel the pain in the room and just wish that there was something, anything I could do to make it better. Hug your kids tell them how much they mean to you. I know that I did today many times.

My thoughts and prayers to all

taxing and the big pay off

Well it is time to do the taxes, I have waited as long as I can and now I just have to do it. so I will be in the shop and at home dragging out all the stuff I need to get the taxes done. I'm also going to write one last check to the bank that holds my mortgage on my house. That's right I get to pay off my house this week and I'm also going to be getting rid of one of the worst banks in the world soon Bank of America. I just cant believe that I have a chance to start digging out of all the crap they have caused me over the years. Have a great weekend and Ill see you all on the other side of April 17 the last day of taxes.

april 26th

Good gravy that is a long time to be without my truck, They say it will take that long till they get all the parts and can have it back on the road. The stupid little car I have is only big enough to hold 1 tool box if I want to have room for my girls too.

My mother in law is in rehab now and we will see how she does with the recovery. It will be a long month if I have to keep on going out there with my wife and a longer month if she goes and leaves the kids home with me as I work over the weekend. I hope that life is also getting better for all of you out there. with the warm weather comes the motorcycle season so I will start to get the old monster out and cleaned up again. Here is wishing that you all have something fun to do today and tomm. I'm working till 4 then Ill be heading to NJ to see the in laws.

one hell of a week

I'm glad that last week is over! I lost a friend to suicide and my mother in law fell and broke her hip pelvis and arm. then in the rush to get to my mother in law I had a car accident. I'm fine my poor truck is in the shop and Ill need a infusion of cash to deal with all the bills but life goes on. The show at Clearview HS went very well I cant seem to get the songs to go away yet but I start another show in 2 weeks so I will at least have something to replace them with soon.
I cant remember why I like life so much right now as I see people suffer die and have hard times with their health. I'm looking at the world as a glass half empty right now I know but I sure wish that someone would push the big easy button and let us all recover a bit before the next "spin cycle" starts. Passover starts tonight and Easter is Sunday it is time to gather family and pray for better times and that out friends the ones we see often and those we only see in our hearts are well. I don't really know why this year has started so hard for all of my friends and me but with the spring coming I have to hope that it will get better

with love and wishes for a happy passover and Easter